Time to eat :)

Date: 20th July, 2008
Place: K-226, Sarita Vihar, N. Delhi
Menu: Pork, Beef, Mizo Bai (bambooshoots), Dangpuithu, Beef soup with khatual






I know the table is a mess but I guess none of us is bothered with whatever extra stuff is lying on the table :D

We were the last four who ate late...and now I guess some of you would know what I was doing at 2 - 3 am..hehe

Ni tin Lalpa

He hla hi ka tawngtaina a ni ber mai tun lai chu

I hate me

I am a bad person. I hate me.

This is what I said to myself almost everyday after my shift ends.

I questioned myself why I lose my temper so easily. Am I not right for my job? Am I expecting too much from the agents? Or am I always the person who loses her temper easily? Do I need to go for Anger Management treatment?



Almost everyday I used to tell myself "I will lose my temper tomorrow" but I guess I always lied to myself. The worse part is that I always regret losing my temper at the end of the shift and hated myself.



But sometimes I can't help it. Repeat the same line, resolution more several times a day and the next day is a new beginning - you have to repeat the same resolution all over again and again. There are cases I checked for them and corrected. Then the next day comes, the agent receive almost the same issue handled the day before, checked for the agent again..then you will see the same mistake..and then I corrected that person again. No matter how many times you corrected that person, you will always find the same mistake over and over again.



Yesterday, I almost shout at this person for the repeated mistakes after so many corrections. I said "I have corrected this line each time you handled this kind of issue but see the same mistake each time". To this, the person replied "Sorry, I will take care of it". I sure hope its just not words that came out of that person's mouth.

May be I am really an impatient person with a bad temper. May be I am not right for my job. May be I sometimes find it hard to handle the pressure. May be I should stay home. I really don't know me anymore.

I could use all the prayers I can get.

A visit to Lotus Temple

After being in Delhi for a couple of years and running past this place so many times, I finally gathered enough strength to finally visit this place, The Lotus Temple.

Count your blessings

It was rather a sad news to read about the demise of a friends' mother due to bike accident. When I read about this in Buannel, at first I thought that the face was familiar and then read what was written about her. Then I thought, 'It can't be..then read on'. She lost her husband (one or two years back) and she was a cancer patient..five children. Still hoping that I heard wrong, I called up Jimmy and then Zonuna, whu confirmed the sad news. I felt so sorry for them and there was nothing a human being can do and felt depressed.

I was lost in my thought with lots of questions, "Why?" "Was the biker drunk? How could he hit a woman in a broad daylight?" "They needed their mother...how could this happen" but not a single answer.

Then I continue to think, "This could happen to me..to anyone" and then said a silent prayer thanking God for taking care of the only parent I have now, my Mom and also prayed for her safety. The last time I saw my mother was on 4th Jan, 2008, the day before I leave for Delhi and now waiting for Christmas time so that I will go home to spen holiday with my family.

Always give thanks to our Lord for his blessings, thank him for giving us what we still have. Thank the Father up in heaven for having a mother or father who would scold you, disagree with you, grounded you, laugh with you..cos there might come a day when you suddenly realize how important parents are but too late to cherish every moment.

In the Office....

Just a small update...nothing special. We had a Pizza Party in the office last and here are a few photos..


How I have gained weight :(


The only girls..oops..ladies in our shift, heh!


People I see everyday...



This is the closing, lolzz

Wish you were here

I guess I got the blues these days. I went down to the memory lane, Googling some names on the internet, hehe and sure had a hard time to get the information I was looking for. I just wish that I am in Aizawl these days, maybe for a week or two...I just feel the need to be there. And this song, Wish you were here by Jewel kept on ringing in my ears. I search for the video on Youtube but to no avail. Then I finally turned to my good friend, Michael who searched for the song until he find it, knowing that I will keep on asking him until he found it..heh! So, this song is dedicated to whoever is out there -

Wish You Were HereMe, oh, my country man
Wish You Were Here
Wish You Were Here
Don't you know, the snow is getting colder
And I miss you like hell And I'm feeling blue

Wish You Were Here
Me, oh, my country man
Wish You Were Here
Wish You Were Here
Don't you know, the snow is getting colder
And I miss you like hell And I'm feeling blue

I've got feelings for you, baby,
Do you still feel the same?
From the first time I laid my eyes on you
I felt joy of living
I saw heaven in your eyes
In your eyes

I miss your laugh, I miss your smile,
I miss everything about you
Every second's like a minute
Every minute's like a day
When you're far away

Wish You Were Here
The snow is getting colder, baby,
I Wish You Were Here
Wish You Were Here

A battlefield of love and fear,
And I Wish You Were Here
I've got feelings for you, baby,
From the first time I laid my eyes on you
Wish you were hereMe, oh, my country man
Wish You Were Here (I Wish You Were Here)
Wish you were here
Don't you know the snow is getting colder

And I miss you like hell
And I'm feeling blue

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