Wednesday, January 23, 2008

Alone

I have never felt so alone these days..especially after my roommates left for Aizawl this morning

Worst of all, I did not have the time to say 'Bye' to them. Since they were out of house for the past two days, I haven't got the chance to talk to them.

Talked to them last night, while I was still in the office and the conversation went like this:

"We are going home"

Me: ut...'

Her: We are becoming hurband and wife (giggles)

Me: Congrats! I am so happy for you. Wait for me...I want to see you guys before you leave. Let's celebrate

Her: Can't, the flight is early in the morning"

Me: But I want to see you guys before you leave"

Her: We want to see you too...thought today was your off and we came to see you"

"But we've got to celebrate"

laughter at the other end

"But we have to rush"

"Gosh, I'll be missing you guys"..and I meant it, I really missed them

"We will be missing you too"

"Anyway, I am happy for you ..and all the best...have a safe jorney..bye"

Bye

and after a few more laughter, our conversation end.

I've never felt so alone..the house is so empty without their presence..may be beccause I get so used to being their around

Cos each day after getting up got out from my room

'Good morning..how do u sleep?'

"I slept well"..with a smile

Then Thuama would get up and shoot me with all those crazy and stupid questions.

Gosh, to my surprise I really missed them a lot

I actually waited for the maid to turn up this morning so as to have someone to talk to. I know that they were usually asleep by the time I got back but then there is always something missing. I chatted with the maid

I know my Hindi's quite poor but we understood whatever we said, lol

She said (in HIndi), 'You are all alone in this house..how do you feel'

'Have they taken all theri things?'. I've told her that I didn't even want to check on their room.

Now, don't ask me how she said it but that was what she said..hahhahaa

Anyway..no time for self pity but I want you guys to know that I am missing you a lot and I feel so lost without you guys around. Wish you all the happiness in the world and...ram, I wish he is worth it. All the best. I love you guys :)

5 comments:

dultea said...

Nu riltram in chawbel an len thin e an tih ang deuh hian, hemi phen ah hian tuemawni chu i miss a ni zawk lo maw aw te ka tia hehehhe. chuvangin hei hi kan thlan sak ang che

Oh, how I miss you tonight
Miss you when the lights are low
Oh, how I need you tonight
More then you'll ever know
Each moment that we're apart
You're never out of my heart
I'd rather be lonely
And wait for you only
Sweetheart
How I miss you tonight
Oh, how I miss you tonight
Miss you when the lights are low
Oh, how I need you tonight
More then you'll ever know
Each moment that we're apart
Your're never out of my heart
I'd rather be lonely
And wait for you only
Sweetheart
How I miss you tonight
Each moment that we're apart
You're never out of my heart
I'd rather be lonely
And wait for you only
Sweetheart
How I miss you tonight

Samuelapa said...

Dultea was trying to say 'Let's get lonely together'...:)

Jerusha said...

lol - dultea chu lonely pui la, 2 a lonely hi chu zia nia :) Hei hla ka rawn dah ve ang e, keipoh hei hi tunlai ka thupui ani, as morbid as it is, it's true to an extent -

Child of the wilderness
Born into emptiness
Learn to be lonely
Learn to find your way in darkness
Who will be there for you,
comfort and care for you?
Learn to be lonely
Learn to be your one companion
Never dreamed out in the world
There are arms to hold you

You've always known
Your heart was on its own
So laugh in your loneliness
Child of the wilderness
Learn to be lonely
Learn how to love life that is lived alone
Learn to be lonely
life can be lived
life can be loved
Alone.

Jerusha said...

ka rawn copy paste tawp a, dik lo a awm nuaih in ka hria. Mahse ka sawi duh tak chu - "Learn how to love life that is lived alone, life can be lived, life can be loved alone."

Almost Unreal said...

@dultea: a phen lam pang poh ni chuang lovin, ngaih te chu om eem ehh mahse ka roomie te 2 hi an ngaihom ve zek a nia...and thx for the song :)

@samuelapa: thx for the interpretation..ahahahhaa

@jerusha: nia lonely pui tur ka zong char2 don, lolzzz..and thx for the song

I am learning to cope with you and I am quite alright now