I have never felt so alone these days..especially after my roommates left for Aizawl this morning
Worst of all, I did not have the time to say 'Bye' to them. Since they were out of house for the past two days, I haven't got the chance to talk to them.
Talked to them last night, while I was still in the office and the conversation went like this:
"We are going home"
Her: We are becoming hurband and wife (giggles)
Me: Congrats! I am so happy for you. Wait for me...I want to see you guys before you leave. Let's celebrate
Her: Can't, the flight is early in the morning"
Me: But I want to see you guys before you leave"
Her: We want to see you too...thought today was your off and we came to see you"
"But we've got to celebrate"
laughter at the other end
"But we have to rush"
"Gosh, I'll be missing you guys"..and I meant it, I really missed them
"We will be missing you too"
"Anyway, I am happy for you ..and all the best...have a safe jorney..bye"
and after a few more laughter, our conversation end.
I've never felt so alone..the house is so empty without their presence..may be beccause I get so used to being their around
Cos each day after getting up got out from my room
'Good morning..how do u sleep?'
"I slept well"..with a smile
Then Thuama would get up and shoot me with all those crazy and stupid questions.
Gosh, to my surprise I really missed them a lot
I actually waited for the maid to turn up this morning so as to have someone to talk to. I know that they were usually asleep by the time I got back but then there is always something missing. I chatted with the maid
I know my Hindi's quite poor but we understood whatever we said, lol
She said (in HIndi), 'You are all alone in this house..how do you feel'
'Have they taken all theri things?'. I've told her that I didn't even want to check on their room.
Now, don't ask me how she said it but that was what she said..hahhahaa
Anyway..no time for self pity but I want you guys to know that I am missing you a lot and I feel so lost without you guys around. Wish you all the happiness in the world and...ram, I wish he is worth it. All the best. I love you guys :)